Best you

OK, so with summer ending, everything is a little crazy! I haven't posted anything for a while, but it seems like things are spinning upside down and never ending. I am so ready for the end of summer, just like I was so ready for the start. I think that change in general is just good, if it's winter people want summer, if it's summer, people want winter. (Actually, I don't like winter, even when it is summer!) Everyone wants beach waves hair, and next thing we know, it will be long and straight. There is no way that everyone can always be perfect, and still be unique, because we try to define ourselves by what we aren't.
This year, my goal is just to be myself. To get out of the whole, this is what you should be, this is how people see you, and let go of what others have seen me as in the past. Because I am not the person who I was three years ago. I have changed a lot, I think, and I am ready to show that.
I am saving up money for new clothing, changing my hair to a style that I like, learning how to do my makeup in a way that will just say me, and all in all, showing the world who I am, and who I am going to be.
I think that this is excellent advice for everyone out there, because I know that there are so many things going around, that are saying things like, be yourself, be natural, you don't have to wear makeup. Which, that's fine and all, and I support people who want to do that, but I love wearing makeup, and the natural look isn't for me. I enjoy dolling myself up, and wearing fake eyelashes, and trying to look like a model, I think it's fun. I think it's good to find clothing that fits your personality, even if you do like things that are in style. People may say, you don't have to go along with fads, which you don't, but that doesn't mean that you can't. If you like the things that are in style, then go with it. Try it out, try out something new that you've never done before if that's what you feel like, or stick with what's been working for you.
Favorite thing for this post is: Family, because they love you, and they will always be there for you. Even if you feel like you don't have a family, think of all the people who have been nice to you during your life, helped you out, given you a hug when you needed one, been your friend. Wanted the best for you. That is your family.
Set yourself up to be the best person you can possibly be, just keep trying to be you. And maybe being super out there, and wearing the newest thing out of the store isn't for you, alright, then don't make yourself do it.
People from your past might see you as someone who you aren't anymore, just because that is how they know you. So show them who you are now. Show them who you are, and where you are going, and what you want to do. Don't get stuck because they may say that you should do this, or you should be this, or they remember you this way, just say, well this is what I am like now.
And remember, be the best that you can possibly be. Don't try to be someone you aren't, or someone who you feel is fake, just be the best you. This is for me as well as you, and I am going to try and follow it.